What happened after the DV incident that ended our marriage  (more…)

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A rundown of the final incident that ended our marriage….  (more…)

Our recent loss of Pink (youngest of the Panache Cats) to renal lymphoma focused me on paying more attention to my lifestyle and how unhealthy it has become.  This is some of what I have been doing….   (more…)

Recently Chi seems to have developed some absurd inclination to flaunt his mental illness and totally irrational behaviour at people other than me.  He threw a big, ugly shit-stink for absolutely no reason at a close, long-term friend of mine/ours who stayed with us last Friday evening after doing the very same thing to another close, long-term friend of mine/ours who stayed with us a couple weeks earlier, and now he’s getting into it with the neighbours and our landlord.   (more…)

We got a film scoring gig, but it didn’t turn out so well…  (more…)

I found this piece near the bottom of my pile of drafts and was nonplussed to find that Chi’s extreme dysfunctionality and my extreme distress because of it was going on long before the catastrophic events in Japan of March 11, 2011.  There may be more since I did not start publishing my journals that portrayed Chi in a negative light until around August, 2011, by which point he had totally gone off the rails and nearly succeeded in taking me down with him.  (more…)

I’ve decided to let 2012 be the year of reclaiming control over my own life, and this is how it’s taking shape….   (more…)

What I was able to accomplish while Chi was away on a brief holiday trip, and what happened when he returned. (more…)

I’m starting to suspect that I’m paying too high a price for high fidelity!  about this